Keep holding on.

Faith in myself reeled in nothing, but faith in God through prayer reeled in more than I can imagine!

That's what my other half share to me yesterday. I'm really happy and thankful that he now knows my Source of life and strength; and he can be my agent when I'm down and feel lost.

During this time of life, I felt lost, almost about everything. About career and family to be honest. It's actually probably NOT THAT BAD of a situation, even I know it's not. But for just a split second of my life, I didn't want to be tough. I'm confused about stuff that doesn't need to be confused about because I know He's in control. I just have to open my eyes and open doors for Him to close it and show me way. The thing is, I felt tired to open my eyes. Ha! Dilemma that doesn't even need to be one! Sigh..

ANYWAYS.. Enough weakness.

In my devotion, I read from 2 Timothy 4 : 7. It's when Paul was almost get persecuted and he reminded Timothy to be a good soldier of Christ. He said, "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith."

WOW.. I read it couple times because God just 'slap' me with realization. That my live is not mine, it's His, and it's my duty to glorify Him with my live. What's the problem with rocks and storms in life? I'm not in control, GOD is.

So from now, I'm gonna keep these words in my heart, mind and soul.
"I want to fight a good fight, I want to finish the race, I want to keep the faith. And I will." So later, in the end of the day, I will say Paul's words with confident in front of Him, my God.

Faith in myself reeled in nothing, but faith in God through prayer reeled in more than I can imagine!

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